dissolving reality

chronic dissatisfaction

searching for stimulation

fear of boredom

impulsive decisions

adrenaline rush

dopamine spikes

only last so long

need for entertainment

as a distraction

from existential dread

burnout’s a real possibility

avoiding stagnation

by running away from stability

change is a constant

but too sudden

it’s destructive

to the mind

and sense of self

reality dissolves around me

falling or floating

it’s hard to tell for sure