throwing darts

Sometimes i worry
That my creativity will dry up
When i have blocks for a while
And everything i do
Is so forced

I read it back
Lack of authenticity
Writing just to write
Desperately grasping
For something

Empty air
Nonsense
Lack of meaning
Random words

Throwing darts in the dark
Some hit
But most get lost along the way
Im running out of darts
But sometimes more appear
Maybe ill get a hang of this
Eventually

Or maybe
I shouldnt even guess
Just let it be
Good and bad
Thoughtful and incoherent
It is what it is