overanalyzing

wasting so much time

overanalyzing the insignificant

small moments

minor interactions

but really

none of it matters

because the act of analyzing

doesn’t change the outcome

to the one i desire

whatever is

just is

it can be

even if it’s not what i want

but maybe

i dont know what’s best

and should trust

that the story is unfolding

as it’s supposed to

and im merely

a minor character

in something much larger

i falsely believe

im the main character

but that’s not the case

my life only seems significant to me

and while i sit and worry

about what something may mean

the story continues on

without my awareness