expectations

Maybe nothing is “supposed to” happen
And it’s all just random
These ideas
About what i want my life to be
Arent in line with reality

I have expectations and timelines in my mind
Markers for who i should be and when

And just when i think
Ive started to figure anything out at all
Im thrown in for a loop

Need to rethink
Reimagine the story ive told myself
About who i am
And what’s important