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the gap.

Putting hope on a pedestalAlthough it's fallen off in the pastMaybe this timeThings might be differentTorn betweenAccepting the minimumAnd the beliefThat maybe i deserve moreTrying…

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lucid dream.

suddenly realizingthat it's all just a dreamand that's whynothing makes sense because there is no senseto be madewhen everything's illogical no orderno rulesat least nothing…

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the garden of my mind

mentally attachedto thoughts and beliefscan't tell if they're my ownor if they've been planted there through years of cultivationmanual laborit wasn't my workbut somewhere along…

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i inch forward.

slowlyi inch forwardday by dayas my legs grow weakand my breath shallow my body yearns for waterbut the nearest springis far awayand out of sight…

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all my worries

Wasting far too much timeWorryingAbout peopleWhose names ill likely forgetAnd jobs ill probably quit in a few monthsMinor inconveniencesThat will be irrelevant tomorrowMoneyIm bound to…

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hanging out with the pain

MaybeWith a bit of patienceAmid the chaosTerror can turn into something beautiful And sitting in the painFor long enoughNot judging the feelings that ariseCan yield…

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when up is down

sometimesthe worst thingsthat happen to us turn out to be the greatest blessings in disguise and up is downin turns outnothing makes sense when good…

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The Problem With Success

I think sometimesThe unrelenting desire to succeedDrive and ambitionSo applauded in our societyIs caused byCertain feelings of inner deficiencyA hopeThat maybeOnce enough has been accomplishedThat…

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colors of emotion

colors of emotioncloud my visionframing the outer layersof my understanding of reality i often forgetthat these aret e m p o r a r yand…

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