too good to be true
seamless conversation as though we've talked before upon first meeting it's almost too easy to relate and connect my mind wonders if it's a trap…
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the life of a writer
random experiences unlikely encounters facing discomfort head on within yourself and the outside world just so you know how to describe it with the right…
self-fulfilling prophecy
expecting something to go wrong almost becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy when it happens time and time again part of me is almost relieved underneath the…
disjointed puzzle pieces
sometimes two puzzle pieces seem to fit together but only through brute-force do they stay in place ignorance of your mistake overshadowed by satisfaction you…
dissolving reality
chronic dissatisfaction searching for stimulation fear of boredom impulsive decisions adrenaline rush dopamine spikes only last so long need for entertainment as a distraction from…
secrets
coded language because I'm afraid to reveal too much vague stanzas yet oddly specific open to interpretation but closed off from direct meaning who's to…
2020
a foreboding sense of alienation cut off from the outside world relationships restricted to online interactions inability to deeply connect paranoia thick in the air…
Dark Tunnels of Depression
A warm blanket Suffocating But oddly comfortable Lack of motivation No willpower Empty and meaningless A long dark tunnel With no end in sight Only…
The Wandering Soul
I miss our talks about life Exploring every topic possible Searching for hidden meaning Easy and effortless Our conversations flowed like water No need to…
Taking Another Road
Uncertainty follows behind Every moment Like a shadow I can pretend it’s not there But my sense of control Is but an illusion My power…
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