all my worries
Wasting far too much timeWorryingAbout peopleWhose names ill likely forgetAnd jobs ill probably quit in a few monthsMinor inconveniencesThat will be irrelevant tomorrowMoneyIm bound to…
hanging out with the pain
MaybeWith a bit of patienceAmid the chaosTerror can turn into something beautiful And sitting in the painFor long enoughNot judging the feelings that ariseCan yield…
overanalyzing
wasting so much time overanalyzing the insignificant small moments minor interactions but really none of it matters because the act of analyzing doesn't change the…
spinning
in my mind im stuck thinking the same thoughts rumination round and round going nowhere im dizzy but i can't stop spinning
self sabotage
SometimesI think I'm afraidOf everything going rightWhile my mind wandersTo the worst case scenarioI am scaredTo picture the best case scenarioI distract myself with negativityBecause…
worry
from here on out the questions and stress are mere distractions
final breath
As I take my final breath The moments I wasted Worrying about the future Wondering if I was doing enough Ruminating on the past Contemplating…
panic
my anxiety tells me im dying and although it's been proven wrong every single time i still fall for its dirty tricks
Dark Tunnels of Depression
A warm blanket Suffocating But oddly comfortable Lack of motivation No willpower Empty and meaningless A long dark tunnel With no end in sight Only…
The Desert
The beams of the sun Cascade down Skin hot to the touch Sweat dripping The taste of water Like sweet candy Nothing to distract Nowhere…
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