estranged.

i knew this day would comegone without a wordno intention of return i've waited my whole lifebut it always felt likea distant dreambeautifully impossible hard…

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Handling Abandonment Issues

I remember the agony of being abandoned, and it still informs a lot of my relationships to this day. This fear is so deep down that I don't even acknowledge it exists the majority of the time.

Death, Confusion, and Healing

I used to be one of those students who studied all the time. Everyday I'd be in the library for hours, memorizing information, fully engrossed…

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