mindless monotony
my days all feel the samea repetitive patternbut my mind is always different and somehowmonotony isn't as mindlessas I had once thought it's the small…
overanalyzing
wasting so much time overanalyzing the insignificant small moments minor interactions but really none of it matters because the act of analyzing doesn't change the…
where do they come from?
It's always so strange how creativity comes at such seemingly random times abruptly waking up in the middle of the night because something needs to…
people say
Why do people sayHow are youWhen neither personCares about the answer?"Good."Both mumble indifferentlyAnd the conversation is overIt doesnt really matterIf you feel good or notThat's…
thrashing around
thrashing around in the water i wonder why the floor is unclear creatures swim by indistinguishable they graze my leg and i scream in fear…
Lost in the Moment
Time to slow down Consider all options Take a breath It's the first one in a while Not possible to breathe when you're drowning Constantly…
Being Myself When I Still Don’t Know Who I Am
As much as I’ve tried to change myself for the better, I think that deep down, I am still the same person I was as a child. There is still a core that exists, that may never go away no matter how hard I try.
Do You Believe in Destiny?
I strongly believe that anything that happens in life, no matter how shitty it may seem at the time, was supposed to happen. I think maybe we are destined to go on certain paths, and perhaps we won’t understand why at the time, but the truth with reveal itself to you if you’re patient enough.
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