noise

I was taught that time is linearOne moment leading into the nextNo turning backNo sprinting forward But sometimes I wake up at ZAnd end at…

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the chalk is mine

our minds were conditionedthose first few years Innundated with informationBehaviors and habitsIdeas of life and loveTold what we can and cannot doTold who we could…

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the gap.

Putting hope on a pedestalAlthough it's fallen off in the pastMaybe this timeThings might be differentTorn betweenAccepting the minimumAnd the beliefThat maybe i deserve moreTrying…

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lucid dream.

suddenly realizingthat it's all just a dreamand that's whynothing makes sense because there is no senseto be madewhen everything's illogical no orderno rulesat least nothing…

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How Do Our Senses Impact Our Understanding of Reality?

I went to the eye doctor today to finally get contacts. And after struggling to put them in, for about two hours, I finally gave…

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my story

And when I say it out loudIn one cohesive storySometimesMy life doesn't feel like my ownAs thoughI'm recounting a book I readRather than my own…

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alchemy

the deepest joy lies in the act of creation rather than the object of creation time away from life the mind is on vacation in…

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delusion

it's so easy to imagine and see what isn't there creating fantastical stories that will never match reality my mind goes here as refuge to…

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gaslight

That never happened You're being too sensitive Can't you take a joke? Look at it from my perspective Actually Look at everything from my perspective…

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waking up from a dream

my eyes open tired and groggy mind in a fog transitioning from dream to reality for a few hours I forgot any of this existed…

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