Death has left me speechless. I’m hoping maybe I can write.

I didn't know it was possible to feel this sad. I wish there were words that expressed what I'm experiencing right now. But it's confusing…

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grief

I know it's a little cliche to say that life is short and we should enjoy it while we can. But after recently experiencing the…

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colors of emotion

colors of emotioncloud my visionframing the outer layersof my understanding of reality i often forgetthat these aret e m p o r a r yand…

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the beauty

although at times life seems mindlessly repetitive the same schedule day by day the commute to work and necessary responsibilities paying closer attention to the…

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Dark Tunnels of Depression

A warm blanket Suffocating But oddly comfortable Lack of motivation No willpower Empty and meaningless A long dark tunnel With no end in sight Only…

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His Depression

Curious and creative A thirst for life and a search for meaning Deeper answers fueled by existential possibilities An intelligence that cannot be taught And…

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Losing Hope

Sometimes it’s as if my mind is another person, fighting against me, tearing me down, like it’s an enemy out to get me. It says…

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Feeling Like Shit on Christmas

While everyone else is having Christmas parties next door, I am sick in bed, alone, and sad. It sounds so pitiful that I actually laughed…

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Stressful Days and Unanswered Questions

It seems like the older I get, the more complicated my problems become. Everything seems so much more significant, while the lines between right and…

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